segunda-feira, março 24, 2003
Throw a rock, cause I see no bottomI'm pissed off since last night, and don't even know why.. I feel like I wanna spank someone, anyone, but that damn conscience don't let me do that.. I wish I could just turn it off for a second. I'm sick of waiting I don't know what..I thought I was waiting to get into med school, but now I got in, I still feel the same way, sometimes I say to myself.. I don't wanna help people, that I don't give a shit about their problems, so doc wouldn't be the right profession for me... I walk in the street and people look at me, why the hell do people look at me? I don't care if it's good or not, go to hell, look at your feet.. How great wouldn't it be if the sun did never rise again? An eternal night... you can be invisibe at night.. Sometimes I wish that people couldn't see me, but really, not see me at all... Like a ghost, the problem is, other ghosts could. I'd like to be quiet, left in my own corner, listening to whatever I want...like a very loud song or just the sound of the wind. I do not give a damn about what people think about me, if they like me or not, because I was feeling nice about myself..Didn't need anybodyelse's approuvement. But now it's like I'm in a non-ending road... Going nowhere.. I feel like lost, nothing makes sense anymore. It's like everything I've been wanting or working for was becaming useless, or worse meaningless. I don't know to where should I point my nose, toward which direction should I take my steps.. Once again, I'm frozen in time, not guilty of anything, didn't do anything wrong, but locked, looking to the square Moon again. - Israel Son - 15:40 |
